My meditation practice has been very inconsistent. I always think about wanting to meditate and just never make the time. Excuses. I thought that maybe if I dedicated an area of the house to my meditation practice, I would be more likely to meditate. So that’s what I set out to do.
I had been wanting to create a meditation nook for a quite a while. The problem was that I wanted a small, short table that I could use as an altar. It was nearly impossible to find one that was appropriately sized, decent looking and affordable. I became discouraged and put the idea on the back burner for a while. When I finally started looking again, I decided to think creatively and stop being so picky.
First I checked out Ikea, but I couldn’t find anything practical. I thought about using an Expedit wall shelving unit on the floor, but I wasn’t crazy about that idea so I decided to keep looking. I browsed the furniture section at Target. Again, nothing. Then I walked down the storage/organization aisle and found this:
A shoe rack! Why didn’t I think of that before? Well, maybe because a shoe rack isn’t the most obvious choice for a meditation table… :) The color is espresso, and the dimensions are 11.63″h x 24.13″w. I wasn’t sure if it would be a good fit, but it was only $9.99, and I could easily return it if it didn’t work. Nothing to lose.
It’s the perfect size and exactly what I was looking for. I love that there’s a little shelf where I can hide extra candles and tuck away my mala bag. I found the placemat with tassels at World Market.
I decided that the theme of my altar would be “love + inspiration”. I added a favorite photo of my dear grandmother, young, beautiful, and full of light.
Glass elephant decoration my father-in-law had recently given me. I love elephants. Wise, strong, and kind. Need proof?
Gidget’s urn and my lucky bamboo. Gidget was our Chihuahua, and she was a part of the family for 12 years. She passed in 2010. I realize that some people might think it’s strange to have her ashes displayed… or even the fact that we have her ashes at all. All I can say is that our dogs are like family to us. Gidget will always hold a very special place in my heart.
Meditating Buddha. I admire the story of Siddhartha Gautama Buddha, of how he let go of all attachments and discovered truth. I chose this statue to remind myself of the inner stillness that can be achieved with meditation.
So that’s my new meditation table. I made a place for it in the sacred space where I read, embroider, practice yoga and make music. I am meditating more often, but my mind continues to wander. I have found that it helps to recite a mantra while counting mala beads. “Om Gam Ganapataye Namaha” has become one of my favorite mantras. It’s about removing obstacles, which is so very relevant to me right now. I have recently been struggling with my fear of failure. This obstacle comes as no surprise considering my deep-seated perfectionism issues. I will not tell you how many times I edited this post. :)
I have decided to start blogging, for real this time. I even registered a domain and paid for hosting. How’s that for commitment.
I tried to do this a couple years ago, but I just couldn’t keep up. My creative drive was stifled by an uninspiring 9-5 office job. I felt dull and hopeless. I was frequently depressed and disinterested in… well, just about everything. Six months ago I finally hit rock bottom and left behind a stable but unfulfilling career in the corporate world. It was a risky move, but I had no choice. It was time to let go of things that no longer served me.
And now there’s a definite sense of freedom, which is exciting and at times almost frightening. I have more time for things that make me happy. I’m also studying yoga and will be teaching soon. Life is different, and for that I am grateful.
So, here I am. Renewed, inspired, and ready to go. And this blog? Well, I can’t really put a label on it and won’t say that I ever will. I am trying to let go of expectations. I will simply go wherever it takes me.
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