My meditation practice has been very inconsistent. I always think about wanting to meditate and just never make the time. Excuses. I thought that maybe if I dedicated an area of the house to my meditation practice, I would be more likely to meditate. So that’s what I set out to do.

I had been wanting to create a meditation nook for a quite a while. The problem was that I wanted a small, short table that I could use as an altar. It was nearly impossible to find one that was appropriately sized, decent looking and affordable. I became discouraged and put the idea on the back burner for a while. When I finally started looking again, I decided to think creatively and stop being so picky.

First I checked out Ikea, but I couldn’t find anything practical. I thought about using an Expedit wall shelving unit on the floor, but I wasn’t crazy about that idea so I decided to keep looking. I browsed the furniture section at Target. Again, nothing. Then I walked down the storage/organization aisle and found this:

diy meditation table

A shoe rack! Why didn’t I think of that before? Well, maybe because a shoe rack isn’t the most obvious choice for a meditation table… :) The color is espresso, and the dimensions are 11.63″h x 24.13″w. I wasn’t sure if it would be a good fit, but it was only $9.99, and I could easily return it if it didn’t work. Nothing to lose.

diy meditation table

It’s the perfect size and exactly what I was looking for. I love that there’s a little shelf where I can hide extra candles and tuck away my mala bag. I found the placemat with tassels at World Market.

meditation altar

I decided that the theme of my altar would be “love + inspiration”. I added a favorite photo of my dear grandmother, young, beautiful, and full of light.

 

meditation altar

Glass elephant decoration my father-in-law had recently given me. I love elephants. Wise, strong, and kind.  Need proof?

 

meditation altar

Gidget’s urn and my lucky bamboo. Gidget was our Chihuahua, and she was a part of the family for 12 years. She passed in 2010. I realize that some people might think it’s strange to have her ashes displayed… or even the fact that we have her ashes at all. All I can say is that our dogs are like family to us. Gidget will always hold a very special place in my heart.

 

meditation altar

Meditating Buddha.  I admire the story of Siddhartha Gautama Buddha, of how he let go of all attachments and discovered truth. I chose this statue to remind myself of the inner stillness that can be achieved with meditation.

So that’s my new meditation table. I made a place for it in the sacred space where I read, embroider, practice yoga and make music. I am meditating more often, but my mind continues to wander. I have found that it helps to recite a mantra while counting mala beads. “Om Gam Ganapataye Namaha” has become one of my favorite mantras. It’s about removing obstacles, which is so very relevant to me right now. I have recently been struggling with my fear of failure. This obstacle comes as no surprise considering my deep-seated perfectionism issues. I will not tell you how many times I edited this post. :)

 

I went to the kite festival on Sunday.

The weather was picture perfect.

zilker kite festival
There were lots of people.

 

kites
And lots of kites.

 

owlkite
Cute kites.

 

horse kite
Silly kites.

 

balloon kite
Homemade kites.

 

kite in tree
Kites in trees.

 

dog wearing a skirt
Dogs wearing skirts.

 

cute dog
Dogs not wearing skirts.

 

moon
The moon.

 

flying
And kids flying. :)

 

 

sunset

I have decided to start blogging, for real this time. I even registered a domain and paid for hosting. How’s that for commitment.

I tried to do this a couple years ago, but I just couldn’t keep up. My creative drive was stifled by an uninspiring 9-5 office job. I felt dull and hopeless. I was frequently depressed and disinterested in… well, just about everything. Six months ago I finally hit rock bottom and left behind a stable but unfulfilling career in the corporate world. It was a risky move, but I had no choice. It was time to let go of things that no longer served me.

And now there’s a definite sense of freedom, which is exciting and at times almost frightening. I have more time for things that make me happy. I’m also studying yoga and will be teaching soon. Life is different, and for that I am grateful.

So, here I am. Renewed, inspired, and ready to go. And this blog? Well, I can’t really put a label on it and won’t say that I ever will. I am trying to let go of expectations. I will simply go wherever it takes me.